It’s been a while since I last visited this blog. I almost forgot I have one until I realized I need an outlet to express my sentiments about my heart condition. I always blame my heart whenever I’m struggling over something because I know it always boils down to the issue of the heart. Oh this poor little heart of mine, what is wrong with you? For the past few weeks, I feel like I’ve been walking through the wilderness. Many times I’ve caught myself staring blankly into space amidst my day to day tasks. For some reason I kind of run out of reason or purpose why I’m doing things. Monotonous. That’s probably the best word to describe how my days go by. Everything seems to be going so-so and the future looks a bit blurry. It’s not that I’ve lost my faith in God and His plan. I am certain that even in this wilderness experience; God is orchestrating every single detail of my life in His sovereignty. This is honestly the season of my life when I feel the thirst and hunger to grow in the knowledge of God and His will the most. And I know I need to cling to His promises all the more because if anything unpleasant happens, my faith will be strongly shaken. I guess in the life of a Christian, there really comes a time such as this. I am considering this season as a preparation for a spiritual breakthrough or as some would call it, “a mountaintop experience”. In the meantime, let me share a beautiful song by Keith and Kristyn Getty that never fails to comfort my heart whenever my faith is being tested. Still, My Soul Be Still Still my soul be still And do not fear Though winds of change may rage tomorrow God is at your side No longer dread The fires of unexpected sorrow God You are my God And I will trust in You and not be shaken Lord of peace renew A steadfast spirit within me To rest in You alone Still my soul be still Do not be moved By lesser lights and fleeting shadows Hold onto His ways With shield of faith Against temptations flaming arrows Still my soul be still Do not forsake The Truth you learned in the beginning Wait upon the Lord And hope will rise As stars appear when day is dimming
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